First True Love

It was the night before the last exam of my 1st sem. I was as usual not able to concentrate on the books. I took my phone and was overjoyed to see her best of luck message. I replied and for my surprise she too did. Thus we again started to chat and i completely forgot about the exam. And I dont know what happened suddenly but I said the three magic words "i love you" to her. she was stuck...she reminded me of the exam the next day instead of replying and said we will talk after my exam. I was dying to hear from her as I was in love with her for a long time. And as I dint have the courage to tell her about it I was happy being one of her closest friends. She was beautiful with big probing eyes and one of the most beautiful smiles that I have seen till date. I some how managed to go for the exam the next day and got done with it. I called her up as soon as I was out. Alas she said we will meet in the evening. I had to still wait till evening to hear from her. I had always hated the waiting game. Also I dint know what her reaction will be and like all boys I dint want to lose out on a good friend. We have known each oder for a long time as we used to stay in the same building and also we shared the same best friend. So I dint want to ruin all these. Finally the wait came to an end and I got a message from her asking me to get down. I went down and believe me I was completely bowled over by the way she was looking. I have never seen her so beautiful and gorgeous before. She said she has to go out for some family function in some time. We went for a small walk around the compound and it was the best ever time I had spend till then. And when she stopped and looked into my eyes, smiled and said yes I was already in the seventh heaven. Thus began my first ever true love story...... 

This is said to be a Man’s World…Really??

From the day I have come to senses I have been hearing that this world is being run by men. Women always have to be content with what she gets all her life. All through these years I have been hearing this from various women including my relatives, friends and teachers. But my question is it really so???

If you are ready to open your eyes today and see the real world you will see that most of the benefits are available for females and the males are not left to sulk in the background. Lemme give you some examples here..

You get into a city bus in any city across the country you will find special seats reserved for ladies. I am not against it. But the funny situation is when a female accompanied by a male sits on another seat. But can you think of a scenario where a male accompanied with a female sits on a ladies seat???

Also in trains there is a special bogey for ladies. The gents do not have anything specially named for them. Poor guys I must say.

Another funny example would be in a busy public vehicle if a female falls or touches a male by mistake she simply smiles and the issue is over. But if it’s a guy who falls on a female then even God cannot save that guy from getting humiliated. I know there might be some people who do it on purpose not everyone do it.

Now another thing that I have been hearing right through my school days is the protest for equality for females. But look around you and you will see the females contradicting themselves. They want reservations everywhere including the parliament. I even heard there are special constituencies where only female candidates can contest elections.

I think most of you might have gone through this situation where you are having an argument with a female. If she cannot win she would let tears roll and everyone around you will assume you are the culprit.

These are just some of the facts that make me believe that this is not a man’s world anymore. And lemme tell you that I am not a male chauvinist pig before you assume me to be one…

Something New

Its been almost two months since I have started working. And I have already started finding differences between going for work and going to college

Early Morning:

College Days: itna jaldi kyun uthne kaa????ek lecture bunk maar lenge...

Office Days: arrey late ho gaya....late hua tho half day ka pay katega.....bhaaago

Afternoons: 

College Days: chal re lets go play something....lecture baithne ka mann nahi hai....

Office : arrey bore ho raha hai.....par saala bahar nahi nikal sakte....salary katega.....

Evenings:

college: chal yaar tp karte hai.....idhar udhar bhatakte hai......

office: chal yaar ghar jaate hai.....majbooth tak gaya hoon....sone ka hai...

Also no late night movies, no outings wid friends, no time for meeting old friends......everything boils down to one thing money.....Even after doing all this the last few days of the month gotta be very tight...Never ever in my life before have I prayed for the month to end fast and the 1st of the next month to arrive soon..saalaa who discovered this system????I am wondering who was d first person who ever worked????????? 

Its Been Not That Easy

 Its been seven long years since I have made the biggest mistake of my life. And to be very frank I never did anything about it.I just allowed time to pass.I never understood the importance of time.But today where I am standing I know what I have missed.What I have not earned.Today if some one ask me what I have done in the last seven years, I dont have an answer.The last seven years of my life has just vanished.It hurts a lot too....but today at this point of time I know that I can do something..and the memories of these seven years are just the people I have met in these years....Hence these seven years dint go complete waste....And trust me it doesnt feel good to be confused....I mite laugh it off.....But deep inside I know how it feels...And it doesnt feel good to get up every morning without anythng to do....The loser feeling it gives is very high......I have taken a decision now after a long time.....And its been not at all easy....The decision has brought wid it a lot of negative vibes....I am tryng to overcome dose vibes.....Believe me its been not at all easy........its been very far from being easy..........And I have a very strong feeling that this time it will not go wrong....